Guess where I worked yesterday?

I was more like keeping an eye on this piece of “crap” instead. Yes, I was stationed between the bridge and Vivo city to stop people from walking in to the island. And my job is to enjoy the cool sea breeze and just people-watch. Wahaha.

Aniway, spent the whole day rushing up on assignment. And the finished product, judging from a guy who don’t really like modelling and animating in 3D, well i think it’s still sucky. Wahhaha.

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I would flare up all my complaints about the people I see today. But then again, I don’t wana be sued and have my blog closed down. Not really the time for the whole country to visit my blog yet. Haha.

Some humans are rich enough to have a golf-club membership and to be travelling all around the world, but are too poor to afford a $3 island admission ticket. Some got pissed and said “That’s stupid” when we informed them that a $3 ticket inclusive of the bus ride is needed to be purchased. For goodness sake, you want free stuff, swim to an island and build your own attractions similar to sentosa.

Noe what, next week’s the last week before the E-Learning Week. Yayness. At least a break Im looking forward to.

Been so busy lately that it’s better to be busy than to be so free. At least that would keep my mind off relationships and love which is, so complicated. And anyway, I figured that even if I’m free, I can’t usually go out with my different group of friends cause most will be busy minding their own business, so I might as well be minding my own business by keeping myself occupied.

Assignments due soon enough one after another. And it’s those normal usual last minute rush that gives us the motivation to finish it. Haha. Guess we all work better under pressure right. If my computer animation assignment turns out fair, I would post it up for your viewing pleasure next week but if it’s sucky, don’t expect it to be up here. Haha.

My haircut turned out to be quite good eventually, as in I’ve learnt to accept that it’s kinda nice actually. Wahahaha. See I’m like posting random stuffs. And still remember my cracked-screen laptop? Yea, hopefully I will get a new one that’s fully functional and compatible for my use. Then, I will customise the laptop to suit my kinda style. Muahaha. And Christmas’ coming. My wallet is all torn and tattered, with defunct zipper and ripped away slots plus lots of rubbish. And it’s all been inside for so long, that even pictures and neoprints with my ex had been in the slots for quite some time. Who’s my ex? Only she knows.

And I will get back to sleep now. Another day of “Hi Welcome!” tomorrow. I just love seeing the smile glued onto their faces when I smiled and talked to them. You can see whether they are smiling sincerely or not. Haha whatever la hor. I don’t really know what to talk about now cuz I’m busy minding my own business. I will be back by Monday la horh when I already submit my assignment.

Ciao.

The loss of  you came as a shock to everyone.
Even though I may not be as close a friend to you.
But I do remember you as the bubbly cheery girl that I can click with.
May you rest in peace, Faddyna.

I was shocked when Atiqah told me she had passed away in her sleep yesterday.
I knew her through Atiqah, and I think we only saw each other like 3-4 times. Great personality, great girl, and she’s only my age.

Time waits for no man and you never know when you will let your last breathe. A soul taken away, another one being replaced.
Innalillah.

And yes, my lesson’s supposed to end at 6 today but I was too tired and need to recover from all those loss of sleep. Was so darn lazy and mentally-drained that I cabbed home. Reached school at around 9 to settle my Design Aesthetic assignment; which was to come up with three screenshot design then mounted on a board and blah3. Since Bras Basah and Sunshine Plaza wasn’t open on Sunday and my printer’s running out of ink, I had to trust the school library’s colour printer. And amazingly, the produce was ridiculously great! Wahaha. It’s those kind of ecstacy one will get when the printer slowly reveal the piece of work that you put your time on. Haha.

I can’t help but just to really admire the prints. Sorry la. Self-indulging what. Cannot meh. And it was even more orgasmic when it’s mounted on the board. Wahaha. TOo bad I didn’t have the chance to take a photo of tt. Was rushing to meet the deadline which was like at 12 noon. Goodness.

And to all muslims,
Selamat Hari Raya Eidulfitri. Mohon maaf Zahir dan Batin…

I sort of like don’t really feel the excitement and enthusiasm this coming Hari Raya. Just don’t know why. I didn’t even know that my parents had bought me a new baju kurung months ago and I didn’t even know what colour was it till last week. I was planning to revamp my room to become more of a posh and chic feeling, but it ended up still like a sty. Spent too much time in school that even breaking fast will mostly be done not at home.

And the fact that Hari Raya falls on a Tuesday, which was a day just after my submission of two assignments and a week before my next assignment deadline. I didn’t even know Deepavali was like last Saturday la. And as you grow older, the green packets you get will be lesser and lesser cuz they think you’re working already and all. Bottomline, they are just a bunch of cheapos who gives out two bucks in a green colour packets and refusing to give it to the older kids. Like hey uncle or aunty or whatever, it’s 2 bucks. Lucky u’re not chinese, who have to give at least minimum of 4bux and usually it’s like 8-20 bux each (im right, right?). GOodness.

I might as well earn 5.80 per hour than to get 2bux per visit. And all those cookies and soft drinks and foods during the visits, how fattening you want me to get? Bitchy, right. Ok la, to be fair, it’s like only once a year (usually) and to be able to savour all those hari raya cookies and dishes.

And A Levels coming. My assignnts are ever-flowing. How to go out together as old-skulmates? It’s like, one can go the rest cant make it. Rest can make it, one or two cannot. Can’t i be snobbish as to not plan any outing and reply to any invitations? If others can do that, y cant i?

Seems that everyone’s so bz with their life, its hard to even meet up. Missed going out with ex-band mmbers even though some already finished their exam. Missed going out with ex-higher malay-ers. Missed fourfaianz.

Can’t I just whine and complain? Can right? Why, then people come tell me that I’ve changed. It’s easy to see the flaws in others but it’s damn hard to see your own flaws. Look into the mirror. Wipe all that dusts off the mirror. Look at yourself clearly. Is that really you? Or.. hey, noe what.. you’ve changed.

Or blame it on the haze.

Just a lil bit about the stuff up there. Vector-ed in Illustrator and edited + coloured in Photoshop. Wahaha. I got hooked to this comic effect that I decided to do something like it for my assignment.

Aniway, the weekend has been like, awake almost 20 hours a day. Rushing up two assignments which is like, whatthehell. I finally made my trip to Vivo just now. Shall reply to your comments soon la. It’s like 3am now and I want to at least catch some sleep before waking up again to eat before fasting. I already stayed up all night till 5am yesterday just to do 3 of that frigging kinda design up there. And I have a presentation later on happening in 1000hours and an assignment to be printed, mounted on a board, burned to a cd, write a writeup by 1200hours of which only 3/4 is done. Goodness. Talking about 12 weeks of school this semester. Fag.

Bid farewell to this hair. You will see it again in a few weeks’/months’ time yet again. But for now, erhh.. hello errh.. new.. erhh.. hair..

These few days it’s been all about designing, experimentation and trying out. And I just realised that there are few assignments nearing its deadline yet, I only remembered it today. Damn. 3 Screenshot designs for one assignment due next Monday yet I’m still stuck in the design concept.

It’s like these few days, everyone’s busy doing their stuffs. And it’s hard to meet up cuz each of us have our other commitments to prioritise. The haze situation is fluctuating up and down and my eyes are like some smoke sensor like that. It will just turn red when it’s too hazy. Hah.

Blogging. Blogging. Blogging. It’s like I’ve lost my mojo to update interesting entries. But aniway, it’s like just for my viewing pleasure. Others might not like this blog, read it or comment on it or whatever crap, but it’s haksmic.wordpress for a simple reason that it’s my web log. Whatever makes me happy.

Alot of stuffs going on in life. And there’s surely more classroom politics happening all around. It’s like, for all I know, someone’s been bitching about me. Life’s just full of bitchings and shits.

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Did this on my Sunday. Don’t know why. But my weekends were spent learning new stuffs. Well not really new stuffs, but a more in depth one. This is sort of like a digital sketching using different types of brush.. =)

Would you rather …
a) Stay at home on a lazy Sunday waking up late enjoying a day without hassles, sitting in front of the TV watching the free channels Starhub has to offer while resting your posterior on the warm comfy couch and then, sitting in front of the computer broadening your knowledge and skills in what you like doing most while waiting for the hours to pass before you’re allowed to break your fast.

OR

b) Going to the cousin’s house to help with the making of pineapple tarts.

Errm.. Hmm.. I would choose… (B)!! NOT!  I would rather help them in Quality Control (simply meaning, the eating part). ROFLOL..

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