It’s six in the morning on a monday. I’m still wide awake. Prolly partly because I was with my friends over cups of teh peng at the coffeeshop, talking about world affairs to politics and then to spooky ghost stories and the supernaturals. And maybe partly because I spent my weekends at home and hibernated far too long.

June’s coming up real soon. And as I’m counting the days to being enlisted, there are still far too many stuff that I would love to do before the sixteenth. I mean, of course it’s not the end of me, but it’s the end of freedom what.

Graduation’s gona be this Wednesday. I will be graduating, with a Diploma in Multimedia Technology in hand. It would also be the time I see my coursemates again, after weeks and months of us minding our own business, going our separate ways. It would be nice to see them again. =)

I’ll be meeting my secondary school girl friends for a round of sheesha coming Friday. There’ll be lots of catching up to do. Well I can’t wait for Thursday too aniways. I miss movie-going with Geeky. I miss the intellectual talks and insightful knowledges we share. Arsehole, go study so far until Budapest (pronounced as boo-dha-pesh according to him) there. Heh. I bet he’s probably sculpting something in class or studying on Da Da.

Gawsh, been coming home late every time. Most of the time reaching home still in good condition. Hah. The long overdue Mummy’s Day present still have not been bought. The treat for the family to Carousel had been postponed numerous times. I’m owing people up to thousands. I plan to do stuff, and it gets postponed again and again and again and again.

The feeling horribly sucked la. I can’t even go out without having to think on how I can spend my five to ten-buckeroos-a-day to take me from lunch to going out. I’m working yet I can’t even splurge on anything. Instead I have to still get moolah from the parents. How fucked up would that be.

It’s morning. I can see the sun peeping its way up, the public buses revving up and working people gearing up for a Monday blue. I’m gonna be up, and planning with the rest for the upcoming event. I don’t know why am I included in the planning stages when I won’t be there anymore during the executing phase. *shrugs*

Well I miss you I really do.
And I say it like I mean it.
Cuz I’m right here waiting for you.

It’s safe enough to sleep peacefully minus the thoughts of those spooky ghost tales being told hours ago over the cup of teh peng.