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i don’t know.
either it’s the weather or just the horoscope that’s affecting people. or august - september are just, bad months.

living life in the island resort has somehow make me feel disconnected to the mainland. I know, there’s telecommunication devices called mobile phones, but it’s different talking face to face over a cuppa than just hearing voices coming out from a piece of non-living thing.

things changes, people progresses, we go our separate career/ education paths and life continues.

they always say that it’s hard to last with your special someone when you got drafted. and i see the reason why. it has got to do with emotional attachment. it’s just, unexplainable. you just can’t get your overwhelming emotions affect your life in there.

whatever.

it’s just a bad bad time of the year. relationships broken, problems rising and miscommunication aplenty resulting to misinterpretations.

after a routine round of mundane weekday, I just wana retreat home to seek solace; to break away from the monotony of island life. problems aside, the company of close friends; that’s all that matters.

but the saddest thing, i only have the Saturday to share with different groups of friends. and Sunday is reserved for me to be at home with the family.

two weeks later and the rest of the other companies are passing out. we will still be at the island. Fourteen more weeks to passing out. at leat 20kilos more to reach my desired weight.

let December come early please.